Goodbye

I went to see a friend's remain for the last time before she is shipped back to NY.

It was very hard to accept when it first happened, seeing her fading in front of me, I'd better not remind myself any of that part anymore, time to skip.

I'm surprised how fast it is to recover from a friend's death...

It's been nearly a month and now I try to avoid seeing things that she gave me, other than that I just try not to think about her, her face, her warm hugs.

So many losses I can barely stand. Too many. Let's not think about them.